Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Not a critique

I'm choosing not to talk about the abstract and data summary assignment until it's completely over, to prevent myself from putting my foot in my mouth when the first draft comes back and I've done everything wrong (well, hopefully not everything!). I decided to focus more on the scientific content of Mod 1 and I'll follow up about the writing portion later.

There are two ways to read this blog post. I'd recommend reading the non-ranty version first.

The first 20.109 module dealt with characterizing the gut microbiome in seagull populations from two different beaches, using sequence analysis. On the surface, this seemed pretty interesting and familiar.

My first UROP project at MIT involved some related material, looking at data from a human gut microbiome study and evaluating various community distance and similarity metrics. UniFrac, the phylogenetic distance measure we used in 20.109, was notably not one of the candidate distance metrics, for important theoretical reasons that weren't relevant in 109. The paper made it to publication, but I wasn't involved in it; my UROP mentor took this project as an opportunity to teach me a bunch of things while I essentially reanalyzed the data that had already been submitted for publication in search of more interesting conclusions. Rather than find something novel, I instead was only able to confirm the main conclusions of the study without adding much.

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[I'll reserve judgement as to whether that's a good idea in undergraduate research. On one hand, that project took a summer and didn't result in much fundamentally new science. On the other hand, the project was entirely my own, and while the question looked promising in the beginning the situation turned out to be exactly what we expected. C'est la vie--sometimes there isn't something interesting where you think it might be. On the (other) other hand, I left it with what is perhaps a much better grasp of ecological theory than I might otherwise have. I realize now that this probably served me very well during this module, and will hopefully serve me well in life.]

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Unfortunately, despite my high hopes for the module, snow days and the inherent time crunch associated with an academic class took a lot of potential value out of this module. While it served as a good introduction to molecular cloning skills and other wet lab techniques like primer design, the module didn't treat issues like ecological community analysis with a satisfying degree of depth.

[Disclaimer: what follows might read like a list of complaints, but I tried my best to justify everything]

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UniFrac was the only distance measure described in class, and while it's not a terrible measure, other distance metrics like Simpson's Index, Shannon's Index, and generalizations thereof were never touched. I mention this because using UniFrac over, for example, the Simpson Index (which, for some subfields of ecology, is the index of choice--UniFrac is by no means a clear winner) is a methodological choice. Given this data, perhaps it's the best choice, but it's worth mentioning why. Making justified choices about your experimental or analytical methodology is an important part of research, and 20.109 is as good a time as any to talk about it.

Principal Coordinates Analysis and Principal Component Analysis were used in software without really emphasizing what they mean. Importantly, the difference between PCoA and PCA is huge, and significant (PCoA deals exclusively in pairwise distances, while PCA deals with inherently multidimensional data--the kinds of things you can do with the output are very different; for example, PCoA cannot be used to make predictions about a new sample, while PCA can.)

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I'd like to emphasize again that the goal here wasn't to bash the first 20.109 module (as if I'm even remotely qualified to do so). Perhaps my "complaints" are nitpicks, and perhaps my hopes here were set too high. To some extent, I was hoping that going through Module 1 would make students more capable of working in the Runstadtler group, for example, than the average course 20 student, all else equal. That's likely not the goal of the module.

I imagine that executing a laboratory module that deals with current research but must also introduce students to fundamental techniques is a hard line to walk. The broader scientific scope of this module (which is fundamentally an ecological one) was quite far removed from what most students in course 20 will have been exposed to, even after mostly completing their degree, so that makes the task even harder. Given how hard it is to teach this module, I think this was very well run. However, I might question the inclusion of this module over an alternative module in future incarnations of the class, if only to make the job of balancing extraneous theory with laboratory fundamentals a little easier for everyone involved.

The timeline of my journal club presentation

T-minus two weeks: 
Two hours before Wednesday lecture, Krystal frantically waves to me during recitation to check my phone. “I’m going to sign you up for Journal Club presentations on M1D6,” the text reads. Oops, forgot about that. I check my schedule, and of course it’s the day of my biochemistry exam. All the spots are already filled up for Day 9 presentations, so I decide that I’ll just suck it up and start the presentation early.

T-minus 1.5 weeks: 
I realize that Day 6 presentations get to read journals related to disease detection, and I grow a little more content with presenting on Day 6. Although I’m a bioengineering major, I’ve thought about pursuing public health, being involved in preventive health measures and, like my friend nicely put it, “being a mother to the entire world.”

I wanted a journal article that was related to a disease that I’ve heard of, so naturally, “Comparison of the Sensitivity of Laboratory Diagnostic Methods from a Well-Characterized Outbreak of Mumps in New York City” was the best choice. I glanced over the abstract, and printed it out for further reading later.

T-minus 1 week: 
I read through the article for the first time, highlighting all the words I don’t understand. By the end of the article, my highlighter is practically dead (thank goodness for Wikipedia). The journal article talks about a particular outbreak of the mumps, which I find intriguing. Unfortunately, I find myself getting sidetracked, reading other articles about mumps outbreaks, and then an info sheet about the MMR vaccine, and then an article about people who don’t believe in vaccines.

T-minus 2 days: 
“What happened between T-minus 1 week, and T-minus 2 days?” you may ask. Well, I’m not entirely sure. It probably went to a little bit of biochemistry studying, and a heavy sprinkling of those random MIT things that pop up out of nowhere.

At this point, every minute of my day is blocked out—showering, eating, and sleeping included. My two hours blocked out for working on the journal club presentation are not nearly enough time to finish the figures in my presentation, so I siphon off a couple hours from “sleep” and continue working.

T-minus 24 hours: 
“Thank goodness I’m not in the T/R section,” is all I can think as I groggily get through my morning. Every free minute of my day seems to be consumed by biochemistry studying, or PowerPoint-ing. I’m scrambling to figure out why MMR vaccinated individuals would be less sensitive to IgM detection, even though the vaccine should result in IgM in those individuals’ serum samples. It just seems so counterintuitive. Finally, after thousands of Google searches (or maybe more like 20), I discover that it’s because IgM levels decrease after second exposure. I don’t know why the author of the journal paper wouldn't just explain that in the paper. 

T-minus 12 hours: 
It’s 1am, and my roommate’s asleep. I’m whispering to myself as I rehearse the presentation, deciding what to cut or keep for my precious ten minutes of informing the public about mumps detection methodology. 

T-minus 4 hours: 
Somehow squeezed that biochemistry exam into my schedule!

T-minus 0 minutes to T-plus 10 minutes:
I’m not terrified of public speaking, but I am still nervous because this is the first time I'm presenting on scientific research. I have to know the topic inside and out, and for once, the questions that people asked me had a right or wrong answer. As I reflect, I think that although I could have spaced out my preparation time better, I was pleased with the outcome. The nerves wore off as I started talking, and I went through the presentation just as I had rehearsed.  Someone even asked me a question about why MMR vaccinated individuals were less likely to be diagnosed with the mumps via IgM detection assays!

Especially after this journal club presentation, I have decided that I much prefer a presentation over a test. For me, the amount of work I put into a presentation correlates to my confidence when presenting, which then (hopefully) correlates to the overall success of the presentation. I loved becoming an expert on MMR detection, and it's inched me closer towards wanting to learn more about public health. 



Writing the Module 1 Abstract and Data Summary




Writing the Module 1 Abstract and Data Summary was very challenging.  It was the first time I had written a report for a scientific experiment that I had done.  In high school when we did science fair experiments, the “report” we had to submit was basically just a poster or a Powerpoint on the results we got and some simple materials and methods list.  Also, the science fair experiments were so much simpler than this experiment we did in module 1.  Rather than just spitting out the results we got from our experiments, we had to analyze the data and think in the grand scheme of things for module 1.  The results of our experiments had a real-world application.

When writing the report for module 1, I found that interpreting the data was much easier and quicker to write than writing the abstract, background and motivation, and implications and future works.  For these three written sections, I had to figure out how to best deliver information in the most concise fashion, especially because I was using a bullet point format.  I found myself many times just sitting at the computer thinking about how to say something in a concise way.  In hind sight, I think I should have just put pen to paper earlier so that I could get as much information out earlier, and then edit it to make it more concise.  For next module, I’ll try this method and see if I can write these sections in a more time efficient manner.

Regarding managing time, I tried to start writing the abstract and data summary as early as possible because I read a blog post about how one student from last semester really regretted starting the report one day before it was due.  I was able to start it on the Friday before it was due, but I still worked up to the last minute on Monday until 4:56 pm.  From first-hand experience, I can see why the student from last semester regretted starting it the day before.

All said and done, this report forced me to think critically about the experiments that we had done.  I am glad we completed the report in pieces before submitting the report (electrophoresis gel and schematic) because it definitely saved time while working on the report.  I also found it helpful to receive constant feedback on the assignments I submitted.  However with this report done now, I am excited for spring break!

For Your Own Good

I try to avoid public speaking as much as possible. When choosing classes for the semester, I try to choose classes without projects or presentations. I have managed to do this for over a year now, but school has a way of making you face your worst fear. It knows that communication is crucial to any job and life in general, and for your own good, school *makes* you take these communication classes. Apparently there is a length I won’t go to to avoid public speaking—dropping out of school.

Why do I hate public speaking so so so much? It’s because I don’t know what will happen when I get up in front of the classroom. No matter how much practice I put into a, the fact of the matter is, I can’t control every element of what will happen during the presentation. How will I react when I have so many eyes on me? What if someone asks me a question I don’t know? What if a freak tornado comes in the middle of the presentation and I end up having to present twice?!

Now, I know the last situation would probably never happen, but the other two were valid concerns that plagued my mind for the week leading up to journal club. When I get nervous, my heart starts beating, my hand starts shaking, and I tend to speak so fast that spaces in between words are pretty much nonexistent. To try to teach myself not to react in this way, I practiced in empty conference rooms, drawing smiley faces on paper and putting them on the chairs to simulate an actual audience. (Sad, I know, but it was necessary!) I practiced in front of my roommate to get a feel of presenting in front of an actual human being. I practiced anywhere I could, in front of anyone who would listen. I also read the article over and over again, each time thinking of questions I could possibly be asked and finding answers for those. Anything I didn’t understand I got it into my head that I would be asked that question. It’s easy to understand why we were assigned this project after looking at my annotated article. I learned so much, mostly out of paranoia, but I did learn.

All this preparation was put into a presentation that I don’t even remember much. I don’t know if my mind is just suppressing the memory, but I do remember feeling that I overthought this whole project. It wasn’t that bad to be up in front of the class. Maybe school has a method to its madness. Making us students take these classes forces us to overcome our fears. I’m not saying that I won’t get nervous next time I have to present, but it obviously won’t be as bad as this time. And if my pre-presentation jitters can decrease every time I give a presentation, maybe over time I’ll even welcome public speaking with open arms. 

Climbing the Mountain of 20.109

Coming into 20.109 has been like climbing a mountain - a mountain jagged with rocks you have to climb over and beasts you have to battle - but once you get to the top, the view is sort of worth it.  In this blog, I'm going to attempt to present a treasure map to get to the top of this mountain.

The Journey part 1:
You've just entered the lab.  You've found a lab partner and pick a team color.  Now to begin the journey up the mountain.  But wait, which way do you go?!  Well, lucky for you, like Dora the famous explorer, you have two helpful items:  a map and a backpack.  Vamanos!
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This map of course is the information-packed Wiki that we so delightfully get to use.  Unfortunately, this map is sometimes very overwhelming or, if your a newb like me, it may not be clear enough, so that's when you can turn to backpack - Shannon or the other sections TAs.  Like Backpack, the TAs have everything you need.  And they can answer all your questions!  Now, I understand asking questions can be very scary; at least, it was scary for me as my lab partner and I needed to ask like 20 questions a lab.  We would look over the protocol and be like:
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So we needed to ask for further directions! But the TAs are here for questions, and though you may feel silly for asking some maybe very basic questions, at least you're that much closer to getting to the top of that 20.109 island mountain.

The Journey part 2:
Along the climb there are going to be lots of rocks to make you stumble and fall.  The point is to watch out for these rocks, and as long as you keep an eye out and stay on top of them, you'll be able to continue making those steps to get to the mountain top.  These rocks are the many smaller assignments of lab notebooks, methods papers, and data drafts that you get assigned for weekly homework.  Of course, we can't forget the boulder of a journal club presentation you have to climb either.  However, through this rock climbing (or stumbling) you slowly begin to develop the muscles you need to climb on the mountain.

The Journey part 3:
Wrestling the beast.  The beast of an Abstract and Data Summary.
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This will not be an easy battle.  But hopefully, you've come prepared with strong muscles for scientific writing and knowledge from your friends Backpack and Map, and you're ready to rumble!  Do not try and defeat this beast in one day; it will take much longer than that.  And of course, you may not fully conquer it, but at least, you'll temporarily stun in and be able to reach the top before having to truly fight it as you turn in your final draft.

So now you're at the top.  You've done it, you've finished Module 1.  You've successfully learned all about gull gut microbiomes and designed a primer to detect flu.  Isn't that awesome?!?! Now go enjoy the view!
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